In 2009, I'm....

searching the aims of life...

trying to upgrade himself mentally and physically...

thinking of the best way to support his parents...

living in the constant stress to search for jobs...

living in the tough time to earn and save every single penny...

living in self-denial...

你不能的，你可以的

你不能决定生命的长度，但你可以控制他的宽度。
你不能左右天气，但你可以改变心情。
你不能改变容貌，但你可以展开笑容。

你不能控制他人，但你可以掌握自己。
你不能预告明天，但你可以利用今天。
你不能样样胜利，但你可以事事尽力。

m@ouren

Mourning...

Last night i received a message from my dad,

SuSu is my dog back at malaysia home. My family owns her since I was 15, means she been with us for almost 10 years. I'm very sad to receive this message.

Thank you very much for your long service and loyalty. You will always be remembered, and we will always love you.

Su...好好上路吧。

m@ouren

summer in spring

oh my goodness! it's September now, which is the spring season in australia and the weather should be remain cooling (15-20 Celsius).

now temperature is 33 degree Celsius!!! that is summer's weather!!
aaahh...so hot and so dry now! wana die!!

grumpy m@ouren

lazy bug under attack!

Since last Saturday I have been trying to do my vending machine user requirement assignment. Its already Friday now, I'm still reading the UR requirements, haven't started the assignment yet....omg! omg!

TahWee TahWee! CONCENTRATE!!!

m@ouren

Finally i'm not educated anymore...

Finally last night, I had just step-down as an Education Officer of Singapore Association of The University of Adelaide, although number of people doubted my exist within the club comm, but somehow after 2 terms of serving...i survived.

Anyway, I'm very glad that everything is finally over for me. Other than I built-up some networks through-out 2.5 years, I basically did nothing much but to hold the name of the position, at the same time being dominated by limited authority in decisions making, uncertainties of workloads and not being well-informed by upcoming stuffs. A lot of decisions were made before some of us even know about it. Think I was not the only one that think the same. I seriously hate this feeling.

So last night, the AGM was just like other SA's event, once again, I felt like an idiot again. Why? Because:
- Workloads were not equally divided among us, as usual.
- Blaming system was activated.
- Unplanned voting system.
- No proper Q&A session with the candidates.
- No respect from incoming Comm to the outgoing Comm.
- and so much so...sigh..

I kept my one eye closed through-out the event. As long as everyone is happy about it, I shall just keep my mouth shut.

Anyhow, I believe my successor will definitely be more capable than me, even though there might be some dictatorship going on within the association. so Good Luck to my successor and everyone!!

Another busy week...

Oh my goodness...been rushing 2 reports since 2 weeks ago. Every nights sleep at around 4am...*faint*

Knocked down one report few minutes ago, now deciding whether to have a short (20min recharge sleep) or long break ("hunk" sleep) before I continue the other one.

It's 2.30am now.....sigh...

ok, i shall have the "hunk" sleep then....will continue everything tomorrow.

Thursday, (few hours later) Chirp Generator Simulation Report due.
Friday, "how-to-shoot-down-F16" Assignment due.
Friday late afternoon, Singapore Association AGM (finally stepping down)
Friday night, Kitty's 21st Birthday or Clubbing with Xiao Wei and Alison?
Saturday, I'M FREEEEE!! oohh wait...might be going to Harbour Town...damn...
Sunday, City-Bay 12km Run

what a week...and i never have running session since last month, seriously have no idea how am i going to run on sunday...wish me luck. Good Night!!

m@ouren